As I lay another early morning, awake and unable to fall back to sleep. I thought to myself I might as well turn on the light and read, rather lying here tossing and turning. Thats when it came to me, that I had fallen asleep last night, without reading my nightly scripture. Neither, I realized had I read it the night before, or the night before that and the night before that!
Oh my God, I haven't read scritures sense the 29th of last month!
How could I forget?
What was I doing that was more important?
When did I my mind wandered from this?
Where had the time gone?
Why would I stray from my nightly ritual?
For the same reason as I had from others.
Like every morning, that my 14 year old van started, I would Thank God. But I had stopped.
Like every payday, I Thanked God when it was enough to cover the rent, bills, food and gas for that 14 year old van.
There were even mornings when on awakening that I hadn't Thanked God, for the new day.
Obviously, I had taken for granted that the van would always start, my pay check would always be enough, that I would wake up every morning.
That these things would just always be.
My Prayer
Oh Lord the God of my salvation, I give to you all Glory Honor and Praise. I come before you this morning, asking you to forgive this daughter her sins against you. I took the blessings graciously given and you, my Lord for granted. Like they and you were my just reward, my due, as if they were owed to me by you. I say to you now Lord, that I know this not to be true, for you owe me nothing, it is I who owes you. For without you, I would have and be nothing. I Thank you Lord for your Grace, I Thank you Lord for your Mercy. In your Son Jesus' name I do pray and ask all things. A'men.
There is hope
9 years ago




